I miss your laugh, your smile, and the way you used to look at me. This piece was originally published with the Good Men Project; republished with the kindest permission. Jodee Prouse is a sister, wife, mom, friend, neighbor, and soon-to-be gramma. There have been enough letters, calls, texts, hugs and little cards on flower arrangements to last you a lifetime. We will always remain as one, today, tomorrow and forever. Actually I don't expect you to tell me anything about your past, but . I love you, Panda. No matter how many times your world has fallen. I think the best thing about mutually falling in love with someone is that no matter how hard it gets, you know you're never going to fall. I will make sure of it because I am not giving up on you ever. Have you convinced yourself that what you did was the best thing that could have happened, even though its left them so entirely fractured that they can barely manage to get through their day without wanting to flee back home, curl up in a ball, and justsleepuntil it all feels better? Please don't judge mine. I wouldnt want to see you frustrated for all the treasures in the world! Sharon DeNofa is an award-winning author of Happily Ever NOT receiving the Gold for the. You have given me peace, love and hope Eventually, you'll fall in love again and it'll be easier to forget all of the reasons you were hurting so badly before. An Open Letter To The Man I Fell In Love With, 10 Things You Need To Add To Your Summer Bucklist ASAP by Emily Templeton, 9 Things I Have On My Summer Bucket List That You Don't Want To Miss, How To Stay Happy In A Negative Atmosphere, How Your Music Taste Reflects Your Personality by Carlos Gonzalez. An Open Letter To The Man Who Broke My Heart What I didn't realize was, I was playing a game, I was bound to lose the whole time. And so if how Im acting now is a little crazy, please hear me when I say that a weaker woman wouldnt have lasted this long, nor would she be handling this withnearlyso gracefully as I have. I know what not to do. Nope, there have been many many men who have been offended by my words. I am here with the assurance that I will always love you today and forever Not really. Does guilt seep in at all when you think about what youve done? Open Letters are sent to the world and beyond. Copyright 2016-2022. It is being able to see our own beauty and potential, even when others make those things feel non-existent. I have decided, instead of hating you for hurting me, to leave you with these last two words. I have met a lot of people in my life, but with you, it is different. I love you: with every fiber of my being, with all the passion in my heart, and more than all the stars in the sky. There are no simple letters written about simple heartbreaks. Manage Settings My reaction can seem so childish and annoying. Lying in bed, out of the blue, you said that the universe has no obligation to make sense to me then, we paused. You told me what was done to me was wrong and that it wasn't my fault. Learn more. That someone isn't my someone, but he held the same power over you. No one should have to feel like this. No matter how long it takes to show you that I am never leaving your side. Please learn about it. Im not a weak woman; I know Ill muddle through this. Some of our partners may process your data as a part of their legitimate business interest without asking for consent. You were my home. I love you: with every fiber of my being, with all the passion in my heart, and more than all the stars in the sky. God has given me a beautiful gift, and the gift is you. Its complicated for me. I don't cry myself to sleep any more, my tears don't get me anywhere, no one can hear. You are everything to me, and I love you with all my heart. I have plenty of crumpled-on-the-floor moments, but I will get up and re-adjust my armor with or without you. I will be there when you least expected so that in return, I will not have to lose you anymore. I am so lucky to have you and I will continue to appreciate you every day forever. So, thank you. I hated you for not seeing what was standing right in front of you all this time. We and our partners use cookies to Store and/or access information on a device. Then check it out as use it for any of the letters you want. I just want you to know, I'll be your assassin forever. I will never give up on you no matter how hard it gets I'm not leaving your side. Anger. That is because the unending power of love itself is the only piece of life that is truly simple. I will be OK because no matter how many people trample on my heart, they will never take my love. No matter how hard your life gets I will always be here. With you, I found my missing piece And I hate myself for loving a man like you. With you in my life, a bright future is certain I was at point in my life where I resigned myself that I wasn't going to fall in love. My nature is to be fragile and wary, and the way things are going dont allow me to take a step back and lick my wounds. I am your Natasha. If I write to you today, it's also to tell you that as painful as it is, I am ready to leave and to move on. When we fight, I remember our fits of laughter, your loving gaze answering to mine. I want you to greet your mom for me, though I have called her some few minutes ago, she prayed for me and told me to forgive you. I was coming to see myself on my own but you made it more special and more valuable, showing me I deserved love, to never give up hope on myself or the world. Every day we share together is another day I would love and appreciate. You take different paths, paths I hadnt thought of. You're a bigger fool than me. Love is a perpetual joy that saves us when all hope feels lost. All Rights Reserved. 3. I hated the fact that you didnt seem to care about what I had to say or how hurt I was feeling. And thats the case with your new activities, but am I ready to trade my joy of living for yours? Day by day, I felt like Im brand new because I am learning a lot from you. We fit together, like puzzle pieces. I wonder what it feels like to know that you have torn someone apart and left them simply with the sentiment that thats just how life goes and theyll have to get over it, because theres nothing youre willing to do to try and fix it. I'm here; remember that. I hated that you showed me just how much I was disrespecting my boundaries, my energy, and my goddess-given divinity. He kissed you with the same surreal brilliance that captivated you so deeply. Just come to think of it, if I dont love you anymore, it will be easy for you to know. When I craved validation, you reminded me that I'm not worthless. Lastly, I want you to know that you are the most handsome man in the field of love, you are the most colourful banner in the land of passion. Come close to me, hug your lover, kiss your husband and prepare his favourite. I am so lucky to get this close to you. I hope this letter helps you to understand that you are not alone in this beautiful land of heartbreaks that we tip toe through with the complete notion that it feels like an intriguing game and a horrifying war zone all wrapped in one. I am really sorry for the pain you might have passed through while I was mad at you. All I wish is forme, and what I wish for myself is that in knowing you, I will never,everturn out like you. To the guy who feels everything deeply but thinks of himself empty, my heart is so full of you. At least I hope Ill be able to if Im ever in your position. Print it at the top line of the address block centered in the middle of the envelope, a few lines below your information. If you want more, grab a subscription for unlimited reads for $10/year (normally, it's 48/year, and the discount ends soon). Everything to me would taste like the ash of the bridge I had just burned. You called me an assassin, your assassin. Youre still the epitome of everything I hope to never be. Sign up today, and we'll share bi-weekly Mindful Moments, full of helpful tips, tactics, and content to improve your life! I was probably a lot more sane and rational in my 20s, but that doesnt mean I was actually better. It will soon be seven years of love, six years of living together. Add the recipient's name. You are my pillar when I feel weak and tired, ready to give up. Founded in 2010, Thought Catalog is owned and operated by The Thought & Expression Company, Inc. For over a decade, we've been at the bleeding edge of media, pioneering an infrastructure for creatives to flourish both artistically and financially. (Before Children & Ex). You are different and I would not give you up for anything in this world He isn't the same man, but to him you cry the same words. We don't need or even want a "spiritual giant." We just want you. To view the purposes they believe they have legitimate interest for, or to object to this data processing use the vendor list link below. Youve got to live. I wouldnt have made it this far if it hadnt been for you. I told myself, I didn't need anyone and was fine on my own. I am at my best and I do believe I am only getting better. But you, my love, began taking the jagged pieces of me, fitting them back together like a messed up puzzle, cherishing every piece you picked up. I feel like I can write about a lot of things, when it comes to you I'm lost for words. And that scares me more than you may know. Remember the promise I made the day we were joined together, this is enough for me to fear God. Apart from remaining silent, watching you evolve and having this horrible feeling of letting you go. No matter how long it takes to show you that I am never leaving your side. You made me see the opposite, the irony, and the satire. And you made me believe that I was yours. You let me distinguish between the real and unreal. I dont want to lose you for any reason, so please understand with me that I will never cheat on you until death takes me away. Let me be sweet to you and have fun with you. To the man driving the school bus on May 20th 2010, An Open Letter to the Woman Who Sold Us a Sick Dog, An Open Letter To The One I Don't Want To Lose. We have the same heart, or rather what is left of it, and for that reason I hope this letter brings you some kind of complex sense of comfort. I love how you make cute noises or how mad you make me when you tickle me until it hurts to breathe, from laughing so much. A long, long moment spent looking into each others eyes and smiling. The difference between you and I is that my love is unwavering. I remember it all. I will be glad if you come back home now because in no time I will be coming back to my matrimonial home if you so wish. I decided I would take all that courage and strength it took to love you and love myself better. Honestly, I would prefer we each do them for each other. They will love me and they will hate me. An open letter is a letter that is intended to be read by a wide audience, or a letter intended for an individual, but that is nonetheless widely distributed intentionally.. Open letters usually take the form of a letter addressed to an individual but provided to the public through newspapers and other media, such as a letter to the editor or blog. I told you I would always be there for you and I mean it. Let me express the hope and loyalty that is instilled inside of a girl who built up wall after wall only to feel as though they were peacefully torn down by a man who pulled her deeply into his love. 2023 MINDFUL, LLC All rights reserved. UVNAmerica asks Chance The Rapper to help distribute life-saving, ultraviolet light therapy device to HIV patients globally. Sign in to comment to your favorite stories, participate in your community and interact with your friends. just writing this brings tears to my eyes. I think a part of me still loves you while I sit here in the darkness, face hot with tears and disillusionment. Great, true, that keeps me going day after day. I don't expect you to tell me everything about your past. By Lexi Herrick, Contributor Writer and SEO Director Let me convey the emotions that rip through a young woman like myself when she is convinced she is someone's forever. Well you should, because like they say for every bad day you have there is a good day right around the corner. I'm sorry, this may be a letter. You'll wonder, "After all we'd been through? I cried, I threw my temper tantrum, and I did hate you. Im worried you wont want to hear any of it, but I really do need you to. For this reason, I am using this opportunity to tell you that no other woman is on my mind than you. Im afraid that you might change, my love, Im afraid that you might not be the one I fell in love with anymore. Do you have more I dont want to lose you love letters to share with us? These are just a series of sentences strung together and addressed to the holder of the fragmented pieces of my heart. Sometimes as friends we joke that we "hate ourselves," but it is only thata joke. I love laying on your chest in my "home". Join & get 2 free reads. I would like to think that my happy ending would be stained for as long as they were in misery. We're dedicated to sharing "the mindful life" beyond the core or choir, to all those who don't yet know they give a care. Everyday people give up on the ones they care about. If you don't have a preprinted envelope, on the first line put your name, your company's name, street address, and zip code in the upper left corner. You never fail to admire me even when Im doubting myself. What does your music taste say about you? OPEN LETTERS An Open Letter the Man Who Destroyed Me You are dead so it is not like you can read this. Save my name, email, and website in this browser for the next time I comment. Copyright 2012 2019 opnlttr.com. Continue with Recommended Cookies, Read short romantic stories & Real love letters. Want to write for us? You are my pleasure, the only man I want to spend the rest of my life with. May this sites daily new articles inspire & expand your mind& heart in the midst of this busy-busy world of ours. I promise, guy I love, that I am here. I will never take any of these of granted To the guy whos best at letting go, the best thing Ive ever held was you. Connect with Detola on [email protected]. You might not have been my first love, but you were the love I loved. 2023 BuzzFeed, Inc. All rights reserved. The truth is, sometimes I am. This simple letter probably will make you think of someone. I have been to hell and back and, yes, sometimes I act out like an abused puppy grown into full-blown bitch. You're the Phil Lester to my Dan Howell, the glorious daytime to my star-studded nights. It was no different with my. You are the best adventure Ive ever had. Yes, I wanted to hate you, but hating you only poisoned us both, and in the end Id still be left with nothing. Love Stories : Real texts and stories about true love and relationships, I dont want to lose you : An emotional letter to your boyfriend. But I will be OK. She is a free. Elephant offers 2 articles/week for free. Let me cry freely and break down in your arms when I need to, trusting me enough to know that I am a bad-ass bitch and I've got this. Fear has nestled inside of me, and anger also pays me a visit from time to time, and that affects you too. In as much as we fought, it doesnt mean I dont love you anymore. I have no one to talk to, you know. It is a love that I was taught when I was a little girl. I am happy for you from the bottom of my heart. It is okay. I can share my inner most secrets with you, without fear of judgment or rejection. ). I hated the fact that I had to sit in the discomfort of piecing together a new life for myself that did not involve you as the central focus to build everything around it. I want to cheer you up with true love, so, dont doubt me anymore if you can. And I wish Id been more careful about who I let in my life, as I never thought Id be foolish enough to let someone in who was capable of such monstrous and hurtful actions. To the guy who keeps his heart hidden, I see you. Thank you for showing me just how strong I am. I chose to study all the places within me where I could uphold my boundaries more firmly, get a little more honest with myself, and forgive myself for ignoring the red flags and that still small voice within me who knew something about this just didnt fit. Check out my New Book Girl, Youre a Queen Thank you for helping me to heal the little girl within who just wanted the love of her parents. You hear me even when I do not speak. 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You gave me the courage to lose myself in something I truly wanted. Im afraid of losing you. I feel like loving you all the time to put more light on your face. And so I dont have the answers. This is the Best Response Ive ever Heard about How to Process Grief. At night, we lie side by side, never touching, never speaking. I unfortunately still lack the self confidence to laugh at their comments, to look past the seductions aimed at you. Care to Share? Not just well or as good as before but better than before. Letters Lea An emotional letter to my my boyfriend, to tell you I'm afraid, to tell you I don't want to lose you. We were inseparable, you were my first love and the person I was the closest to. Not only does it feel more complicated to open your heart to someone new, it can feel equally as hard to be heard. I love listening to you talk about your day because it fascinates me.I love laying with you, simply listening to you breathe. Your email address will not be published. I know this might be hard to believe, but trust me- I'm something of an expert on the subject. Funny, how our courses collide. Broken Hearts An open letter to the Man who stole my innocence An open letter to the MAN who took MY innocents, I have spent years trying to build up enough courage to address what You put me through. These movements then deliver my thoughts and emotions into the minds of human beings who cannot be reached by the sound of my voice. Dads, husbands, YOU are the "safe place." You are our protector and provider. The love of my life. Hating you felt like salve to my open wounds. All Rights Reserved. Someone else's incapability to recognize your value does not decrease your worth. An Open Letter to the Man Who Broke My Heart I think a part of me still loves you while I sit here in the darkness, face hot with tears and disillusionment. You make me happy every single day we are together. How I wish I was a bit patient, how I wish I was silent that day. If I told you that it is okay to be sad. I know who I am now, and I dont need anyone to validate that for me. Let me begin by saying I love you. What would I ever do without you? All rights reserved. Add your contact information. You're my muse, my therapist, my keeper, and, for the first time in a while, I have no fear of losing you. You have made me a better person by just showering me with love and affection. You have affected my life positively, and I am sincerely grateful to you for coming into my life. But what could I do? I love you much my darling. The past, the wonderful moments together, the entire days spent making love, the mojitos at three in the morning, the dancing until we were out of breath, the reenactments of Titanic on my teeny tiny balcony, the hard times, the health issues and the obstacles too, but always, always, Love. Which is right where you should have been. We both know that neither of us have had the best of luck in the way of "best" friendship.Both of us have gotten left behind, and so we both know how bad that feels. 2. Julie Rodriguez is an INFJ Leo in the throes of reinventing herself after a great loss. To the guy whos searching for answers, know that the answers are all you. The moments you've shared with them become painful to recall, and there's a good chance you'll feel resentment, even anger. Content here tells a story with the intention to shape narratives. The one you have created in me and that made me crazy about you, about your blue eyes, about your teeth you only ever show when I tell a stupid joke, about your hands on my hair when I cant fall asleep and about the loving caresses you never fail to have in store for every inch of my body. Please, dont listen to what our enemies are saying. I was an independent woman. You understand who I am, and when others have no idea what's going on inside my head, you know precisely what I'm thinking. I'm never giving up on you. You strengthen me physically but also emotionally and mentally. I would still stare and adore you even at your worst. But what I want you to know most is that I still love myself, and I still know what love really is. You are there to ground me when I feel like I can float away and guide me back to reality. Do you feel good? You were my best friend and confidant. Love is not something that you can take from me. But what I want you to know most is that I still love myself, and I still know what love really is. Mourning. Terms of Use | Privacy Policy. I cannot formulate those emotions into words the same way I cannot describe the way it felt to have you rip that all to pieces. I wonder what that feels like to sacrifice someone elses feelings in order to ensure you dont feel an ounce of pain. It is a love that is deep inside of my soul and gives restoration to my faith in other people. Does it matter at all that youve shattered someone? This pain is nearly unbearable, but in the end I hope I remember these days so that I know how imperative it is I dont curse someone else with something similar. But its there, real, present. I'll start by saying I miss you every day. It's free. Forever English major. The truth is that I dont want to lose you to anyone at all. "Without a doubt, the most engaging written piece on mindfulness! You give me the best comfort. Even years and years after the fact, when you haven't spoken to your ex-friend in forever and the last text messages exchanged are gone, when you've deleted the cute, inside joke-inspired emojis from their contact name, and when the only exchanges you make with them are sporadic likes on Instagram selfies, you'll see them on Snapchat, see their face in your oldest photos, and the emptiness they left you with will rear it's horrible head. There is only one simple concept, and that is that love is the most powerful entity in the world. On my worst days, you've sat right by my side and, sometimes without even saying a word, have kept me together when it seemed to me that the world was falling apart. He told you that he loved you, and you believed him. I cherish you beyond your imagination and will love to hug and kiss you where you are right now. When a Best Friendship Dies. It is for this reason I want you to forget about what people are saying about me and focus more on marriage. Your investment will help Elephant Journal invest in our editors and writers who promote your values to create the change you want to see in your world! I will always be there when you need me the most. I wont lie, at first I felt really mad that you decided you were somehow better off without me. Let me cry freely and break down in your arms when I need to, trusting me enough to know that I am a bad-ass bitch and Ive got this. I hope that you havent tainted me and I dont come out on the other side of this as cruel and misgiving and hateful. As humans we are always on the go, here's a list of car essentials to keep on standby when the time strikes! Is it something you think about on your way to or from work, knowing that they have probably cried the entire way on their own travels? Without me. It takes 7 seconds to join. I told you I would always be there for you and I mean it. I will be OK because the love inside of me is strong and true. To produce them, I allow my fingers to move about in a rhythmic and rather therapeutic manner. Thank you for never choosing me or making me a priority in your life. She is the, Karuna Schwartz is the founder and north star gazer of the nonprofit online meditation s, Cindy Galen B. is a mother, wife, and an intuitive cou. You derserve the best and nothing less. We're community-driven. You can't expect someone to spill their whole life and past out to you in one night. I will do all I can so I dont lose you. You are the type of understanding I demand. Being mean is never OK, and I apologize in advance and will apologize again when it happens. I know you have it too, deep inside of you, and my love allows me to genuinely hope that you will understand it one day. I'm not the type to ever walk away, I give people my best every time and hope it's reciprocated. Four years ago, I couldn't imagine ever meeting someone like you. I'll cuddle closer on cold days because you exert an inhuman amount of heat and I love being close to you. Find us on Facebook, and Twitter. Perhaps you should just give me a little bit of a break and try to see things from my side. All Rights Reserved. I can't wait to spend every day, of the rest of our lives, showing you how much I love you. This is a feeling that I wouldnt wish on anyone, and now I know what a person has to do to inflict someone with this soul-consuming anguish. I've been through it (far too many times), and I know you have, too, but you don't have to worry. Thank you for leaving. Now, I assume you should understand that I will never cheat on you, in fact, I heard that the DNA test carried out proved that all our kids are yours. I even loved you when you decided that you didn't love me anymore. I write real and fictitious stories about life, issues, love, loss, g, Cassandra Michael is a Holistic Trauma and Relationship Coach (MSc). I must also understand that even though my experience involves me and is about me, it is really about you . Im afraid of becoming jealous again. Sometimes I will apologize even when I was justified, and I need to trust you not to take advantage of that. I finally knew what peace was: to be calm in my heart even when circumstances turned life upside down. I hated that I did not love myself more fully. I decided that I would be one hundred percent responsible for my choices in this instead of handing over my power to you as I had done time and time again. You are the unusual risk. I can only hope that Im never in the position where I have to wonder if what Im doing will ever put someone else through this. The past is us, our story, what makes us today more in love than ever. Repeat. Actually, this is not a letter to just one man. Before we go any further, there are a few things I need you to know about me. 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